Am I living out God's
purpose in my life?
"What do you want
to be when you grow up?" we ask children. As if we can choose whatever
we want, and through strong ambition, we can make it happen.
We can choose, because
God has given us free choice. But He has also given us a specific, custom-fitted
plan for our lives. His plan for your life is different than His plan
for mine. If I go on to do "great" things that I wasn't called to do,
I will impress many people, but I will sadden my Father. Jesus could have
done far greater miracles on this earth, but He was not interested in
greatness; He was only interested in obedience to the One He loves. Jesus
is the Son of God, perfect and without sin, and when He lived as a man,
He only did what He saw the Father doing. We are called to do the same.
The book of Jude
says that there will be "godless" people in the last days. It's tempting
to think he is talking about non Christians. But a "godless" person is
simply one who is not living under the Lordship of God. They may be following
all the rules and living a moral life, they may be doing wonderful things
for God's sake, but they are not under God's daily direction. Instead
they do what they want. They call the shots. They may seem godly, except
God has no direct input in their lives. They are godless.
Jude compares these
people to trees that are "without fruit and uprooted." I believe that
describes many Christians, and too often, that describes me. "Uprooted,"
meaning I have left the fertile soil of constant fellowship with God,
and I've started running my own Christianity. I stay a Christian, but
I sever the partnership and become an independent contractor. "Without
fruit," meaning my efforts are not bringing about eternal value, because
I am out of sync with God.
Jude also says that
in the last days, men will "follow mere natural instincts and do not have
the Spirit." That goes for many of us believers! We let our fleshly nature
take charge of our faith walk, instead of letting the Holy Spirit have
his way with us. On the average day, who is deciding how you live your
life: a moral you, or the Holy Spirit?
God has a purpose
for your life. He will not shout that purpose to you. He will wait until
you ask Him, and He will wait until you get quiet before Him, then He
will begin to whisper to you what He has called you to. In some ways,
that calling may seem right up your alley. It may be the very thing you
want to do. Remember, He gave you the desires of your heart!
So the first step
is asking and waiting on God. Do this, and He will show you your calling.
Next comes obedience. You will never be happy unless you are living in
obedience to your calling. The "greatest" job or marriage in the world
will not satisfy you, if it is not the one God has called you to. Ambition
is a trap; it will tempt you to go beyond your calling. Likewise, self
defeat is a trap; it will tempt you to stop short of your calling. The
most fulfilled person on earth is not the one who has done the most, but
he who has been true to his calling.
The next step takes
the most wisdom of all: finding God's timing. Say you've heard what God
has called you to. And He has given you an incredible desire to do this
thing. That means go run and do it immediately, right? Too many people
mistake the call of God for the timing of God. Moses was called to set
the Jews free long before he was given the go-ahead. His first attempt,
on his own, failed miserably as he killed an Egyptian who was beating
a Jew. But in God's timing, through many years and much refining, Moses
was prepared.
If you are wise,
you will use this time to prepare for what God has called you to. Learn
as much as you can about the area of your calling. Seek others who are
gifted in that area, especially those who have had successes and failures.
Search for wisdom. The gifting and the anointing will come, that's God's
responsibility. What you bring to the table are wisdom, humility and obedience.
One of the biggest
tests that you will need to pass in this stage is the test of being able
to sit on the bench. This accomplishes one very important thing: death
to your self. As long as your sense of importance and value is tied to
your calling, you are operating in the flesh and are not ready to give
the Holy Spirit His proper lead role. Can you die to your own ambition?
It's so easy for
pride to seep in to the person called by God. We start thinking that we
are deserving of this high calling. We start thinking that He needs us.
We think He picked us because He wanted the best. But check His prior
selections. God has a track record of "choosing the weak and foolish things
of this world" to confound the wise. God picked you because there's no
way you could pull this off without some serious help from heaven. He
wants to show all of creation how much He can do with so little.
Wouldn't Paul have
been the perfect theologian to preach Christ to the Jews? And Peter the
fisherman would have fared far better with the Gentiles. But God played
Freaky Friday and flip-flopped their work assignments, just so no one
could chalk up their successes to human gifting.
If God has picked
you to do something great, you can be sure that you are perfectly incapable
of doing it short of God's grace. That's the point.
Okay, say you have
heard God's calling, and you've made it through that wilderness stage.
You finally realize that it's not about you, it's about Him. Now He's
drawing you into the action. You're walking in your calling. All clear?
Be careful. Too often we get careless and assume that God is now on our
side, and we get presumptuous. God wouldn't let me fail, He wouldn't let
me get into trouble. When we are called by God, we assume we have a guided
escort who keeps us out of all danger.
But the truth is that
God requires more from those who have been given more. If you have been
given a high calling, then God holds you more accountable than most. God
called Moses to go and speak to Pharoah, and while Moses was on the way,
God was going to kill Moses. Why? Somehow Moses' wife was given discernment,
and she saw that he needed to be circumcised before he went any further.
Because Moses was given an incredibly high calling, there was an incredibly
high standard of obedience that he was called to. We don't get away with
more, we get away with less. Presumption becomes your greatest enemy.
One last thing on
purpose. It's so easy to forget that our greatest calling of all is to
be in love and stay in love with God. If we put anything else first, even
ministry, we fall short and we set ourselves up for all kinds of traps.
Keep Him first, and those traps are easy to spot and step over.
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